Twenty Three

I felt for sure last night

That once we said goodbye

No one else will know these lonely dreams

No one else will know that part of me

I'm still driving away

And I'm sorry every day

I won't always love these selfish things

I won't always live...

Not stopping...

It was my turn to decide

I knew this was our time

No one else will have me like you do

No one else will have me, only you

You'll sit alone forever

If you wait for the right time

What are you hoping for?

I'm here I'm now I'm ready

Holding on tight

Don't give away the end

The one thing that stays mine

Amazing still it seems

I'll be 23

I won't always love what I'll never have

I won't always live in my regrets

You'll sit alone forever

If you wait for the right time

What are you hoping for?

I'm here I'm now I'm ready

Holding on tight

Don't give away the end

The one thing that stays mine

You'll sit alone forever

If you wait for the right time

What are you hoping for?

I'm here I'm now I'm ready

Holding on tight

Don't give away the end

The one thing that stays mine...

So I know I you guys must be sick of me going on and on about Say Anything,

and I can not promise that this will be the last Say Anything post

but I will try and tone it down.

^_^

So I felt compelled to post this video that I found of Max Bemis from Say Anything preforming

an acoustic version of "Crushed" from their new album.

Enjoy!

A series of Statements.. some of a Question-like nature:

So I haven't gone skating in a few weeks and that kinda bums me out.

Why do the snow plow people feel the necessity to ruin my life?

Christmas is kind of overwhelming me... I am so behind...

Do you think Santa has to shovel snow?

Breakfast was really good this morning

This snow storm killed my plans last night...so Bummy.

I want to go to target today. I have some things I need to return.

If I want to go to Target I have to shovel out my car

I don't really want to shovel out my car...

I wish my car had a feature that melted snow off of it. That would be cool

Ughh...

Side note* I really like snow I just wish my car is a truck in this kind of weather..

Update: I posted pictures from the November Say Anything Concert on my Flickr. Check it out

www.Flickr.com/fairyflames4

What if I'm not what you think....I am...?

I went to my cousin Andrews Show tonight, the gig was at The Trash Bar the band is called "Born without a spine".

It was good but if you ask my cousin he would tell you that and I quote

"The worst the bands ever played".

I beg to differ.

Well anyway... lots of things to tell you ...

I don't think I have discussed my deep love for Ingrid Michaelson.

I have been listening to her non-stop.

My dad has threatened my life about 3 times already...

But I will not be silenced!

The song I have been listening to most is "Giving up". It's so great.

It's basically telling a story of a girl that's is a pessimistic and is overflowing with

What ifs and doubts about everything that she does and the people that surround her.

But for the one she loves she is going to give up all the what ifs.

Here are the lyrics:

What if we stop having a ball?

What if the paint chips from the wall?

What if there's always cups in the sink?

What if I'm not what you think I am?

What if I fall further than you?

What if you dream of somebody new?

What if I never let you win, chase you with a rolling pin?

Well what if I do?

I am giving up on making passes

and I am giving up on half empty glasses

and I am giving up on greener grasses

I am giving up

What if our baby comes home after nine?

What it your eyes close before mine?

What if you lose yourself sometimes?

Then I'll be the one to find you Safe in my heart

I am giving up on making passes and

I am giving up on half empty glasses and

I am giving up on greener grasses

I am giving up.

Amazing right,

It just makes me realize I have to stop living my life through what ifs and just do it.

What ifs just hold you back from things that you know you want to do,

This song made me realize that society makes you ask yourself questions that don't necessarily have to be asked.

I'm going to stop what ifing my self!

*Side note* While writing this post I got a bloody nose...

Yay for updates!

Finally got around to updating my blog,
When things are the same for too long I get tired of looking at it.
So right this very second I am listening to music and feeling inspired.

So inspired that I had a photoshoot today!
So like a week ago I made a hat with Dinosaur spikes and I got his Idea for a picture.

So out of all the ones that I took I picked my favorite and here it is....
Lol just looking at it makes me want to say RAWR!
and if Tyra Banks was around she would say "Fierce!"

(Why she would even be around is beyond me)

Haha, So it is the time of year that I break out all my Rock/Pop Christmas songs.

Currently listening to My Chemical Romance version of "All I want for Xmas"

Speaking of what I want for christmas... that was really hard this year,

I still don't know what I want.

I'm sure my fam will figure it out.....

That is I hope so....lol.

Well I think this post has had absoulutly no point other then to show off my Dinosaur hat. Hmmmmm. I don't know how I feel about that.

*Side note* Banana, U are in no way like "she who will not be mentioned" lol. Ur always working, I never know when ur free, it was an impromtu shopping trip, but do not fret banana, we shall make a trip soon... sooner then u think.....

The snow reached inside of my heart and froze you out...

Sings* It's beginning to look a lot like Christmas...Dum de dum de dum...*

Snow has fallen and so the drudgery begins, shoveling my car out of a parking space is right around the corner I can feel it. Woe is me..

I went to the City with my friend Mar mar today, It was AweSome!

We had lunch at chipotle, shopping in Union square, I purchased my yearly trinity knot and went to Urban O's. That place was made to make me want everything I see... It's heart breaking walking out with nothing to show for it.

Oh, I also went to blick and got a Kickin new bag!

Ok I know what some of you are thinking...

"Really Delilah, Another bag..?"

What can I say I just loooove interesting bags, Some of them are like conversation pieces you walk around with, I have to say there are a few bags in my collection where people have been all for example:

*Enter scenario*

Stranger: "OMG, I love your bag, Where did you get it?"

Me: (stares down to see what bag they are talking about) "Oh, Thanks" (Smile)

Stranger: Where did you get it?!?!?

Me: Honestly, I don't remember. In the city some where I think.

Stranger: (now touching my bag) I have never seen anything like it.

Me: (Trying to find a way out of this awkward situation without being rude) Thanks, Uhh yeah. Me neither until I purchased it.(Smile)

Stranger: It's so cute. (Finally lets go of my bag)

Me: (As I begin to walk away)Thanks Again. (without waiting for a reply walks away quickly)

*End Scenario*

So yeah, It a diffrent reaction depending on the bag,

This scenario is more for my toki doki Le sports sac.

How did this post become about purses...?

Well anyway when I get a chance I will post a picture of my new one.

It's sooo prettiful.

Ta ta...

Side note* I will do my best to post some pics...^_^!

100 a.k.a Trivia shows own.

I'm sitting at home watching reruns of Jeopardy.

This show will forever remind me of my Grandmother, She would always put it on and say to my cousin and I "I'll give you a $1 for every answer that you get right."

Memories.

This is Blog post number 100.

I have to say I am proud considering that I never usually keep these things up but I find it a great outlet to express myself through the written word.

sometimes I find myself walking around and thinking "I should blog this" but then I keep doing whatever I was doing and then I forget what it was I wanted to blog.

It's a process...

Anyway!

My favorite time of the year is coming up!

Christmas!

Now its not because of presents, it because all my family gathers at my aunts house and for some reason I feel like I am closer to all of them on that day, and now we have the most recent addition to the family, Isabella.

I plan on making her another blanket, I know how many blankets does a child need.

But this is a cool project that I am really excited about it,

Its going to look like a Polaroid.

Its going to be sooo Rad!

Well thats all for now....bye

*Side Note* I have been watching Ninja movies lately and I think I want to be a Ninja now.

*Side Side Note* Don't Judge