Let's forget who, forget what, forget where

Struggling...

I'm having a hard time lately.

I'm in a really weird place in my life right now, I look around and I see people my age or younger and they have their shit together and here I am just floating around aimlessly.

Why is it so hard to figure out what I want. 

I want to do so many things...

I have finally found my other half, Isn't everything else supposed to fall into place?

Maybe I'm too much of an Idealist.

Right now I'm kind of in love with this song by: of Montreal

 Wraith Pinned to the Mist 

 (Some of the Lyrics)

Maybe I'll never die, I'll just keep growing younger with you, and you'll grow younger, too.
Now it seems too lovely to be true, but I know the best things always do.
Let's pretend we don't exist, let's pretend we're in Antarctica.

I like the whimsy of the song. 

I think that is what my life is missing...

Whimsy, I am so overwhelmed with reality sometimes.

I think its going to be that way until I figure out my life. 

 Lets hope it doesn't take me  too much longer.

*Side note* Ombre post and I'm thinking of doing something new with my hair