So like I totally can't spell... and now you know I'm Crazy

It's true, I always end up looking back at my blog post and think...

Do I really spell like that or is my blog just messing with my head...

Everyone in my house is asleep and here I am awake,

thinking about things that would be fun to do.

It's raining outside and I like the sound.

The sound of rain is one of the most comforting sounds to me.

It almost wraps itself around me and lets me know I am safe.

You know in yoga how they almost always tell you to go to that special place in you mind... or is that meditation.. Well what ever that's not the point.

The point is that I imagine that the place in my mind is a Plush green rain forest while it is raining... Lovely...

Looking back on what I just wrote I realized that I talk like this... Ha ha

My mind takes me place that even I wonder how I got there...

I remember one time in particular, my family and I went to Woodbury Commons, we were on our way back home and I was looking out the window (one of my favorite things to do) and I felt the uncontrollable urge to say something "I wish mermaids were real".

Everyone was silent for a second and then I got the normal what is wrong with you glare...

Even I was questioning myself, where did that come from. So I went back into my thoughts and found out how I got to that place.... It went a little something like this.....

I was looking out the car window at the ton of trees we were passing, as I was gazing I wondered what I would do If I saw a Unicorn run past. Then I started thinking about other mythical creatures and realized despite my ever hoping heart Mermaids weren't real and I wished they were... The End

I think all of the people who read this will think I'm crazy enough... I've done my part for the world.

It's not what this looks like....

So lately I have been super busy trying to get my life into gear.
All work and no play make Delilah...
Totally bored with her reality...
This is my plan for tomorrow...

1. Take a look at my bike and see what kind of condition it is in.
(Example: Air in tires, Brakes work and so on and so forth)
2. Hula Hoop
3. Take an over Due book back to the Library...
4. Work on finishing Baby blanket..
5. Go to the Old Navy in Eastchester.
6. Try not to spend a lot of cash at the Old Navy in Eastchester.
7. Practice my Spanish.
8. Upload photo's on Flickr..
9. Go to camera shop in Tarrytown and get a few camera straps
10. Apply for Volunteer EMT Position..
and Number 11....( Drum Roll)
... Ehhhh Oh Wait, I dont have a numer 11...

Harde har har

So Yeah, as you can tell I am super Busy...
I don't think I'll be able to get through these things, and I know what your thinking!
"What do you mean you won't be able to get all of these things done! I have 4 kids I work overtime and I don't remember what it's like to go outside!"
Well I say this to you mother who is reading my blog, one What are you doing reading my blog you have 4 Kids! And Second, You have to factor in that I dont wake up until like 3 pm...jk!

Side Note* I am really diggin 3Oh!3 right now!

Goodbye: The word you're wielding like a knife...

I totally feel like I am in overdrive lately...

with work and all these events coming up it's like

"Ok, take a moment and breathe"

Mother's Day is around the corner and I still have yet to get my mother anything...

My Aunt's Baby Shower is in a few weeks

and the Baby blanket I have been working on is still a ways off from being done...

I have to start turning in applications for EMT work.

Nix will be home June 5Th and I have to get her from the Airport.

I have to get medical coverage which I have been putting off.

I need to get a check up like for reals.

So I really need to take a few moments and just kinda get myself together.

So yeah..

a Happy note!

I got a hair cut!

I like it but my mom hates it.

So shes kinda been riding me about it,

but like really what would you like me to do

It's not like I can make my hair grow super fast just to appease her.

I am totally going to own it. I dig it and that is really all that matters in this situation.

I kinda feel like riding a bike tomorrow, but I dont think my bike is in good condition right now.

So I might just go rollerblading tomorrow insead.

When I was younger I used to rollerblade all the time,

but then my parents moved me to Westchester..

Which is mostly Hills....

Which sucks for rollerblading....well that is unless you have a death wish.

But in my recent travels,

I found this concreate trail where people ride bikes and run on

so I thought I might go there and embarass myself.

Lol.

This is going to be an adventure.....

OMG! Oh wait, I thought that was a ghost....

Let's see...

I'm at point in my life that everyone gets to.

It's that slow realisation that it's crunch time, Time is running out to decide what want to do when I grow up because guess what.... I am grown up.

People my age are just starting to start the chosen careers, and here I am being a total slacker.

So I think I going to start getting serious and start getting into my EMT work.

It's scary and exciting at the same time.

I feel like I need to brush up on all my skills.

So I'm going to start studying and practicing my skills.

Ok so moving on from that.... I totally got a hula hoop!

I went to Dube a week ago and got a Mini Diabolo and a hula hoop. It breaks down into 4 Peices so its super portable and the weather is getting really nice....In fact if I really wanted to I can go to the park and hula hoop. ^_^

Speaking of Diabolos...

One of my friends, one that will not be named (but her nickname sounds like danana) still has one of my Diabolos!!!

I would like it back one day missy...... hmm... hmmm.....

Well Ok I think thats really all I have to say right now..... Later!

Side note* My Grandfather's death day was yesterday, I love you Grandpa!

Lovely Neighbors... ^_^

So yesterday I was walking to my car to go to work.

I hop into my car and when I tried to start the engine all I heard was a ticking noise.

I was like Shit!!!

My battery was dead and there was no one home to jump my car for me.

So I ran next door to my neighbors house and asked if they could give me a jump.

They were very nice and gave me a jump.

So to thank them I am going to make them cupcakes.

Not just regular cupcakes.......

Confetti Cupcakes!!!

So that's what I'm going to go work on right now! YAY!

Delilah in P.R?

I started thinking about moving to Puerto Rico about a year ago.

I kind of put it on the back burner though.

But lately I have been thinking about it a little more and more.

What if I just picked up and moved there? I think I would really like it. It would give me the chance to learn Spanish and get to know the family that I have there...

Now here's the problem...

I can't speak Spanish, I can understand it for the most part if it is spoken to me and I can speak a little but in m head I can not form a reply and then from the sheer exhaustion of trying to figure out how to say what I want or mean, I end up losing all focus and giving up.

It is so frustrating!

Then I started thinking what if I went to school there, so then I started researching the schools in P.R and surprise, surprise it is all taught in Spanish. That's like a guaranteed fail.

I'm still thinking about moving down there but for now have no cemented plans on it. It's just something I want to do.

Weird.....

That's how I am feeling right now.

For the most part I am a pretty happy person...but that's not how I feel right now.

I can't really describe it.

I have felt like this before and I don't like it.

It's almost as if I have this weight (literally) on my chest. I think my depression has manifested itself into existence. Not much to do about it but ride it out. i was hoping that by expressing myself a little it would go away.....

but alas it is still here....woe is me.

A short list of things I love/ T.G.I.F

In random order...

1. Reading

2. Tea with scones

3. Dancing movies

4. Plants

5. My Friends

6. Rain

7. Music

8. Inventions that make my life easier.

9. Hibachi

10. Traveling

11. Rainbows

I'm in a list making mood today.

Today it is raining so I put on my boots and jumped in some puddles, I also made some Crocheted curtian ties. I then got dressed and picked up my sister 10 minuted late.

Oh I almost forgot I bought some potting soil and a new plant that I am going to pot a little later.

It is really a random day for me......

and its not even over yet....