My starry eyes were sacrificed....

So I am kinda pissed.....

I haven't gotten my Say Anything tickets in the mail yet

and

I ordered them in like July or something...

The show is November 9th...

I should have had my tickets way before now...

I find my self scouring the mail like a crazy person

*Enter Scenario*
The Dog goes crazy, like most dogs , Luna despises the Mailman.

"Luna calm down!" I say as I shake my head.

I know that it is pointless to tell her because she won't.

I look outside to see the mailman walking away from the house.

I think to myself...

"Maybe it's here today... just maybe..."
I rip the mail out of the box and the madness begins

I scan all the names on all the envelopes pausing ever so slightly when I come to the ones with my grandmothers name

(her name is Delia and as you know mine is Delilah)

all of this takes place in a matter or mere seconds.

I go through the finally letter and the disappointment creeps in.

I think "Maybe I overlooked it"

So I begin again only slightly slower, and I pause at my grandmothers name again..

Frustration now takes the place of disappointment.

I throw the mail down on the coffee table and

I think "Maybe tomorrow..."

*End*

This has been going on for a few weeks....

Where the hell is my Tix!!!!

I don't think i ask for a whole lot... I just want my Ticket....

*Side note* Yes i am aware that i have seen Say anything like a million times but evertime is better then the last...Sigh.....

Wheeler Video!!!

So Flippin Cute!!!!

I shot this vid today and had to post it... Enjoy!

Wish upon a star but...Do you know what stars are?

I'm disgusted...

Today I had a wake up call and things are going to change

I can't go on like this.... I will not go on like this.

I'm am soo over it.

I need to make an exit strategy and bail.

I am wasting away in this and this is not how I planned to go down

But I have to do what is in my best interest because no one else is going to.

I am responsible for my own happiness and right now I don't think I'm happy...

I feel like the sand castle I built is finally crumbling and I need to get out before I get buried...

I realize most people have no Idea what I am talking about and that's ok.

What is important is that I am at a transitional stage of my life and what I do now will determine

the next few years of my life....I hope I make the right decisions

It's Pivotal....

Starbucks Fail....

So I just got back from what I thought would be a enjoyable Starbucks visit...

I was wrong...

I walked into Starbucks all happy and ordered my usual Peppermint Hot Chocolate

So I move over to the pick up area...

as I did so I was listening (as I often do) to the conversation going on behind the counter

The cashier tells the Barista(who reminded me of Seth Rogen) my order and he replies

"Dude, I don't even know what the last people ordered"

So the Cashier repeats their order as well as mine.

He kinda looked at him with a "Your a waste of my time" look on his face.

So the Barista starts making drinks at a snails pace...

All the while he is chatting to the other people waiting to get their drinks.

so he makes them their drinks and the girl makes a face and he said

"I can see you not to thrilled about that drink, how about I make you something else"

(In my head i'm like i've been standing here 5 F***ing minutes how about you make my drink)

She was all like "Sure, do i pay extra?"

and then he said "No don't worry about it" (insert grin here)

So about 2 minutes later he says "Peppermint Mocha"

I look around like who else loves peppermint...

I look back at him and he's staring dead at me... So I say

"Is that mine?"

"Yeah"

"Oh, you mean Peppermint Hot Chocolate"

"No, Peppermint Mocha"

"I ordered a Peppermint Hot Chocolate"

He looks at the cashier, who at this point just looks at him in hopes that he will burst into flames.

He then said "She ordered a Peppermint Hot Chocolate"

At this point I just want to get the heck out of there, so I said.

"It's fine, I'll just take this"

The cashier (Who looked like he felt sorry for me) says "you know it has coffee in it?"

To which I reply "Yeah it's fine, don't worry about it, It's not that big of a deal"

(It was a big deal)

I didn't want that barista to make me anything else, most likely he would only mess it up and I was so over it... I just wanted to leave.

So I take my Peppermint Mocha which Sucked and

Walked back to my car with disappointment and defeat in my heart.

So Yeah that's my sad tale of woe.

If he had just made my drink right... It would have made my day better.

*Side note* My sewing machine has been in the shop and I miss it....

Can I get close to you...

I have a new love in my life... and his name is Wheeler.

My new hamster!!

He is so flippin cute, i just love him....

also...

I have fallen in love with this song and i had to share...

So this has been a pretty uneventful post but I will take some pics of Wheeler soon.

so get Amped... Cause I am!!

*Side note* Wheeler is adorable!!!

Cool Coffee sleeve

Today I made this awesome Reusable Coffee Sleeve!!!

This is the First project that I am trying with my new Sewing machine.

and I am so excited to try other projects!

Isn't it Cute! ^_^

Cityscape forever gray.... Stuck in time, stuck inside my mind...

Tonight Glee comes on!!

Which fills me with Gleeeeeee!!

and after that... My new fave show!

Raising Hope

If you haven't seen it, you should watch the episodes you missed on Fox.com

or

just tune in tonight.

So I have to tell you a small and uneventful story that made my week.

(It takes very little to make me happy)

So like a month ago I was surfing the web and I came across a quilting blog.

http://www.delightfuldisarray.blogspot.com/

and there was a piece that I fell in love with

and in my head I'm all like yeah I want to do that!!

Let me see if I can include a pic:

So anyway the fabric she used was this carnival themed one and I wanted it.

(As you know I now have a sewing machine)

I scoured the Internet looking for it to no avail.

Saddened and dismayed I gave up.

So I was on the blog last night and looking in the sidebar

I found a link for a website called Fabricworm.com

I was cruising around checking out all the cool and funky fabric

Still thinking about that Carnival themed fabric... sad.

I kept looking at all the fabric and that's when a choir of angels

descended from heaven and began to sing.

There it was my dream fabric.

http://fabricworm.com/kolatrcocagr.html

So life complete

*Side note* I am in love with Katie Costello...I lesss then 3 her....

Whats up, Blog!

So I feel like al ot of things have been going on but in reality I'm not so sure..
Well I was in my first craft show!!
I think it was a great experience all around
I really felt like I put myself out there more then I ever have before.
Here are some pic's:

My friend Nix went to England. T-T
My car got a new steering wheel column.
I saw American Idiot the Bway play (Loved it!!)
I remodeled my room with the help of my friend MarMar (A lot of help(Thanks!!!))
My hermit crab passed on...bye Opal
My little cousin Isabella started walking
I went to some Carnivals
My car got 4 new tires
I also discovered that my car needs 2 sway bar links and a new spring... Lovely.
Finally figured out how to start closing this blanket I've been working on for a year.
I went apple picking.
I got a new cell phone.
I finally bought a song shop song!
and the last thing I can think of is that I got a new sewing machine!!

So that's everything that's been going on,
I've been happy and content
but something is not right or maybe somethings missing...
I don't know what it is but at least now I feel like I'm finally moving in the right direction.
I am taking control of my life, i'm not going to let it lead me blind anymore.

On a lighter note, the weather is finally just the way I like it
Its time for coco and sweaters and hoodies!
I love it!
So my darlings I will leave you with the promise that I will be updating more frequently like I used to! Sorry!!

*Side note* I still want to learn french...