Spin me around and show me where to go

So yeah, Blah....

That's how I feel. Blah...

My head is hurting...

I think it might be dying....

OK, I'm exaggerating slightly.. OK, OK A lot... n_n

I should go to sleep but I have such a hard time falling asleep lately.

I have been working on my art but because of my headaches I been having a hard time getting alot of work done... I feel like I'm making excuses but I really will open my store soon.

I have almost got it all together.

So just bare with me for a little while.

Thanks guys love ya!

A Fox in the Garden Photomanipulation!

So I was fooling around in photoshop and came up with a photomanipulation for a lyric that has been running thru my head for like a week.

The lyric in question:

"Don't go to bed in the garden, I'll be throwing apples away, When on ones awake"

The lyric is from a band that is sadly no longer together called Paper Rival.

The song is called A Fox in the Garden

Amazing music!

So yeah this is what I came up with...

So burdened by talent, my fingers bleed...

I am going to be updating my Etsy shop in a few days

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I'm in the process of getting everything ready.

I am really excited but scared at the same time, It's always a risk putting yourself out there.

It's almost like throwing your heart down on the kitchen table and saying "Do as you will"

Here is a poorly drawn comic to express what I mean:I think I might make "Drawing My Words" more frequent around here.

Everyone knows that I love over explained scenarios!

(Well not really everyone, and why would everyone know that or care...)

So yeah, I used to want to be a Graphic novel artist I used to enter contest and stuff but for some reason, that escapes me currently, I stopped. I think I like the first box of my poorly drawn comic the most.

Where was I going with this?...

Oh yeah my Etsy store, I plan on hopefully opening it like Thursday or Friday. So Wish me luck and I'll talk to all of you later..

( Who is this "all of you" and "everyone" I keep referring to. All of like 3 people read my blog...)

Side Note~ Thanks to all of the people that actually read the blog!~

The Heart string_______

Every night before I close my lids,

I imagine a white string that connects my heart to yours,

I tug on it to make sure your still there, in hopes that you'll tug back.

I have never seen your face but I know one day my tired eyes will see you as you are.

The lines of your furrowed brows, your smile.

All the things about you I will come to treasure.

The way you will sit next to me when you find me drawing at 3am.

I think of this when I tug on my heart string.

Your the one that will accept me.

I am the one that will accept you.

Always.
So when I tug please tug back and I know I will find you soon.

I write down words with cathartic intentions

So right this second I am sitting in a store and
I felt for some reason that this was an appropriate place to blog.
I am waiting for one of my wards to get out of Karate class.
SO Lets do a quick update shall we...

Life thus far:
Still doing nothing but in dilatory state I have decided to take this time to improve myself.
Don't get me wrong I have been looking for work but I haven't found any yet.
So right now I am really working on my French, I want to visit France again but this time with a working knowledge of the language.
Also I want to travel a lot more, I have a goal and it's to see the world before I am 30. I have to sit down and really compile a list of the places I have been...
Maybe I will make that a post in itself.

Also I am really bummed right now something funky is going on with my car and not really in a good way. I am kind of worried because with out my car I am useless.
Really...useless...

To be honest I really can't see myself with out my car, and I can not afford a new one, maybe my worrying is a little premature but My car is like an extension of myself. What will I do without it....

Now that I have put myself in a panic frenzy, I am done writing for now.
Talk to you guys soon and hopefully I won't be car-less.

Bedroom: An Intamite look at the Bedroom of Delilah

I felt like showing off my room for some reason..

So here we go...

This is my Wall: here you can see my small collection of Camera's, a Sailor Moon Animation Cell and photo of Velveteen and I. ^_^

In this next shot you can see my assortment of mini alcohol bottles, My turtle, 2 Squirrels, and my Elsie Flannigan Print!

This is my Corner it consist of my Bowl chair which I adore and my closet is right behind it.

My Mirror, this is where I jam an assortment of thing, Such as: Concert tickets, Pictures, Band stickers, metro cards, movie stubs and Postcards

My circus Star, Anyone who reads my blog or knows me, knows that I have an obsession with the Circus and someday hope to be apart of one....

And this is where all the magic happens...Haha just kidding. It was soo feeling like a MTV Cribs moment.

The End

Fancy meeting such a tortured soul like yours....

I lost my phone last night.

I was really upset.

Later that night I found my phone lying in the snow in front of my house.

Grrr....

I have been painting since I got home last night.

So far I have about 4 done and I am still working on some more.

Here are some pics:

Does this one remind you a certian blog post...

*Side note* The post name is a line from a song by The Hoodies called Surface. Great song.

Deconstruction of a Girl in a cloud...

As of late I feel like I have been Living in a golden fog,

Everything is shiny and bright,

I can not see past my nose,

I move through it like nothing is there.

What is fog but a cloud that visits the earth?

I have had my head in a cloud for so long but my cloud is so heavy with all of my hopes, dreams and everything that I want to do in my life,

that the time has come for my clean converses to feel the dirt.

Realization is upon me and it rubs against me like heavy duty sand paper.

The fog is lifting and I am beginning to see things for what they really are.

Ugh this post is soooo Depressing!!

I have been listening to Paramore's new album like non-stop for the past week.

It's so amazing.

I got a rola bola for Christmas, I don't wanna brag but I pretty good at it. ^_^

Well anyway that's all for now.

Here's a small list of things I want to one day do:

1. Learn how to blow glass.

2. Finish my book.

3. Learn to juggle 4 balls.

4. Row a boat in Central Park by myself.

5. Learn the Violin properly.

6. Learn to Surf

7. Learn Ariel hoop and/or Chinese silks.

8. Go to the National Circus School in Montreal.

9. Learn French.

10. Get some sick 1960's or 1920's clothing