You wanted arts and crafts, How's this for arts and crafts?

So it's been a kinda crazy week for me.

I have been running around trying to get things ready for the craft show

this Sat. December 11th at White Plains High School.

I am really excited!

Ok so that aside I also have to get my Xmas stuff ready!

I feel like I have barely had anytime for myself.

There are so many things I have to still do for the show for Sat. and it feels like I'll never finish.

Also

Last friday I went to see My Chemical Romance for the first time in a few years

and they were AmAzing!! I love them sooo much!

I took soo many pictures! but I kinda dont know exactly where my camera is at this moment

but when I find it I will edit the post and include some photo's.

^_^

So I've gotta jet. Lots of this to do today and there are not enough hours in a day.

^_~

Talk to all of you soon!

Xoxoxo

*Side note* Changing things up a little. Talk to ya about it soon!

For a minute there I lost myself.... I lost myself....

So I'm kinda depressed lately...

I just don't want to talk to anyone, I feel myself slowly fold into myself.

It's like when something works out, something shitty happens

I got my Say Anything tickets in the mail and

then my car gets a flat at night next to a cemetery.

I find out that My Chemical Romance is going to be in New York in December

(Live Nation contacted me with the presale)

and I was and am pretty excited.

The tickets are like $50, then I get a ticket for running a red light in the mail.

There goes $50...

I know that was my fault but it's just like can't I catch a break.

I just... gahh... I want to dig a hole stick my head in it and pretend I don't exist.

Maybe I'll just do that.

I think I hate myself right now...

I hate where I'm at...

I am self sabotaging....

I feel like crap...

Things are becoming more apparent to me...

and they are hard things to face...

I am trying to make myself happy but failing miserably...

I don't know what to do anymore...

I just want to lay in bed and cry....

I want to cry until my eyes are dry and they hurt.

I feel like a failure at life and I don't know how to make it better..

I'm lost....

Yay for updates!

Finally got around to updating my blog,
When things are the same for too long I get tired of looking at it.
So right this very second I am listening to music and feeling inspired.

So inspired that I had a photoshoot today!
So like a week ago I made a hat with Dinosaur spikes and I got his Idea for a picture.

So out of all the ones that I took I picked my favorite and here it is....
Lol just looking at it makes me want to say RAWR!
and if Tyra Banks was around she would say "Fierce!"

(Why she would even be around is beyond me)

Haha, So it is the time of year that I break out all my Rock/Pop Christmas songs.

Currently listening to My Chemical Romance version of "All I want for Xmas"

Speaking of what I want for christmas... that was really hard this year,

I still don't know what I want.

I'm sure my fam will figure it out.....

That is I hope so....lol.

Well I think this post has had absoulutly no point other then to show off my Dinosaur hat. Hmmmmm. I don't know how I feel about that.

*Side note* Banana, U are in no way like "she who will not be mentioned" lol. Ur always working, I never know when ur free, it was an impromtu shopping trip, but do not fret banana, we shall make a trip soon... sooner then u think.....

Why Harold! That was your last date!

I was flicking through the channels on T.V and I happened to come across Harold and Maude, I forget what an awesome movie it is. It's full of my morbid sense of humor.

I have my friend Jessica to thank for introducing me to it.

Lately I have been considering joining some sort of sports team in the local area maybe Lacrosse or something but they seem to be few and far between, And knowing the way I am, Its a fleeting thought.

I feel like making a list.

Considering I'm listening to my IPod at the moment.

How about the songs I'm listening to most at the Moment.

(In no particular order)

1. I love College - Asher Roth
2. Miserable at best - Mayday Parade
3. Curse of curves - Cute is what we aim for
4. My life would suck without you - Kelly Clarkson
5. Broken Strings - James Morrison
6. Homecoming -Hey Monday
7. Here it goes - Jimmy Eat World
8. Desolation Row - My Chemical Romance
9. I will play my game beneath the spin light -Brand New
10. Alone in this bed (Capeside) -Framing Hanley

OK This is going to be a short one tonight, I'm off to sleep!

Night everyone!

*Side Note* I'm starting to think that flowers die lonely. Who takes the time to talk to them or give them motivation?

Please....Do tell...

Welcome to another exciting moment of Delilah's Life...

On this episode we discuss the social gatherings amongst citizen of the same musical genre,
as well as the most recent addition of ceramic masterpieces to Delilah's Gallery.
Enjoy.....

Warped Tour was Amazing!!
My friend Nix & I went together and I believe I spent over $100, their were some amazing non-profits their that i had to take Part in such as:

1. To Write Love on Her Arms (One of my favorite Non-Profits)
2. Peta ( although i love meat..sry animals)
3. 11:11 Am (started with Andrew from Jack's Mannequin)
4. Unite the United
5. Music saves Lives

You know people assume that people that are interested in rock are all about drugs and are essentially bad people, when in fact this is a misconception.

Don't get me wrong though,
there are people who are led down a misguided path and end up destroying their lives as an outcome.
The people that inspire me most are the ones that see they have a problem and overcome it.
Gerard way from My Chemical romance, Travis from Gym Class Heroes and Max Bemis from Say Anything. They are truly inspiring.

Also i wanted to share with you some ceramics i painted, Forgive the horrible lighting of the photos.

So now For the Pictures!!!

Nix and I are shoe-tastic! Nix being Emo
Me trying to look cool in massive amounts of heat....
5 minutes later....
Wow, your at a Warped Tour in a Cast!! ur so hardcore!!
Oh Max....how i adore thee...
The guys working hard for the fans!
It's Katy Perry!

Amazing set by Automatic Love Letter!!

Shwayze...

A star ornament I painted... the front
The back....hehe Random Picture I took while i was driving...

I Love Music....Lyrics

I started thinking about some songs I love and I wanted to share some of my favorite lines from those songs:

Sorrow drips into your heart through a pin hole,

just like a faucet that leaks and there is comfort in the sound.

~Death Cab for Cutie

The road outside my house, Is paved with good intentions.

Hired a construction crew, 'Cause it's hell on the engine.

~Fall Out Boy

You did me wrong, I grinned and played along

Those days are gone, does this confession turn you on?

~Say Anything

When you go, Don't ever think, I'll make you try to stay

And maybe when you get back, I'll be off to find another way.

~My Chemical Romance

Say you want to let me go and that's gonna have to end

You can Go and getta new boyfriend But you'll never getta better boyfriend
Love just aint our way but, You know I don't pretend Imma go and getta new girlfriend

Imma get myself a better girlfriend

~Tyga

How I wish, how I wish you were here.

We're just two lost souls swimming in a fish bowl, year after year

~Pink Floyd

I'd walk through hell for you.
Let it burn right through my shoes,
These soles are useless without you.
Through hell for you let the torturing ensue,
My soul is useless without you.

~Say Anything

Your heart is a river that flows from your chest through every organ,

your brain is the dam and I am the fish that cant reach the cord.

~Death Cab for Cutie

So one last touch and then you'll go

and we'll pretend that it ment something so much more.

But it was vile, and it was cheap

and you are beautiful but you dont mean a thing to me.

~Death Cab for Cutie

I know that you want me to want you I want to

But I can't forgive you

So when this is over don't blow your composure baby

I can't forget you

~Mayday Parade

Thats just the few song lyrics i could remember, I think all of them are strong in their own way. If you couldnt tell...I love Death Cab for Cutie.^_^