When I took down my defenses for the first time there was something in me...

I have been neglecting my juggling lately...

That kind of makes me sad, I really love juggling.

So I decided I'm going to start practicing again.

Yay.

So I'm going to make a small list here of my Juggling goals:

1. Juggling 2 Diabolo's

2. 2 ball columns

3. Learn contact juggling.

4. Learn more Diabolo tricks (ie. magic knot, cats cradle etc.)

5. Also doing tricks on the Rola Bola

I think this is a good place to start off.

Hopefully I will see an improvement soon.

In other News

I saw the Neon Tree's at Webster Hall the other night with my friend Mira....

Twas Amazing!

I kinda didn't know what to expect, the crowd was filled with upper east side trust fund baby's, which would have been fine if they didn't think that just because they paid for the ticket to the show that they now owned the venue.

But.. you have to pick your battle's.

and that was not one that I wanted to waist my brain cells over.

^_^

Despite that...

The show was great.

The Neon tree's brought it, and when I say brought it, they rocked so hard the walls and the floors shook with envy.

I will def be seeing them again live.

Here is a video of their latest single "1983" for your enjoyment:

(I love all the 80's references)

Any who on the more mundane side of life...

I need to cut my hair...

*Side Note* Me thinks it might be time to dye my hair back to normal... What do you think?

Goodbye: The word you're wielding like a knife...

I totally feel like I am in overdrive lately...

with work and all these events coming up it's like

"Ok, take a moment and breathe"

Mother's Day is around the corner and I still have yet to get my mother anything...

My Aunt's Baby Shower is in a few weeks

and the Baby blanket I have been working on is still a ways off from being done...

I have to start turning in applications for EMT work.

Nix will be home June 5Th and I have to get her from the Airport.

I have to get medical coverage which I have been putting off.

I need to get a check up like for reals.

So I really need to take a few moments and just kinda get myself together.

So yeah..

a Happy note!

I got a hair cut!

I like it but my mom hates it.

So shes kinda been riding me about it,

but like really what would you like me to do

It's not like I can make my hair grow super fast just to appease her.

I am totally going to own it. I dig it and that is really all that matters in this situation.

I kinda feel like riding a bike tomorrow, but I dont think my bike is in good condition right now.

So I might just go rollerblading tomorrow insead.

When I was younger I used to rollerblade all the time,

but then my parents moved me to Westchester..

Which is mostly Hills....

Which sucks for rollerblading....well that is unless you have a death wish.

But in my recent travels,

I found this concreate trail where people ride bikes and run on

so I thought I might go there and embarass myself.

Lol.

This is going to be an adventure.....